He looks frightened just by the idea of it, the thought of allowing himself
to read anything that isn't directly related to the Scripture, or the
life he should be leading, or the many sins of witchcraft and how to
contend with them.
It's tempting. But he knows he's slow-witted, that he's foolish and
ignorant. It'll be humiliating, having to expose that to Elizabeth - and
frustrating for her, to watch him fumble through his attempts to understand
something she clearly holds so close to her heart..
"I don't mean to take up your time, Elizabeth. I'm not smart at all."
He doesn't even know what to do with that. He knows he's feeble-minded -
why would his mother have told him so every other day, if it weren't true?
- but it's not as if he can convince her. Eventually she'll just...see it.
"If you're sure. I'd...I'd like to read with you."
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:07 pm (UTC)He wouldn't have to join the KGB, or any sort of military effort. But one more soul won for the effort just feels like it's worth it.
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:18 pm (UTC)"Yes." Shame makes his already pale face blanch further. "I - I haven't read it, I'm sorry."
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-03-29 02:36 pm (UTC)He looks frightened just by the idea of it, the thought of allowing himself to read anything that isn't directly related to the Scripture, or the life he should be leading, or the many sins of witchcraft and how to contend with them.
But she's never led him wrong before.
"I - I'll try," he whispers.
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:46 pm (UTC)Like it's bible study.
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:53 pm (UTC)"Oh - "
It's tempting. But he knows he's slow-witted, that he's foolish and ignorant. It'll be humiliating, having to expose that to Elizabeth - and frustrating for her, to watch him fumble through his attempts to understand something she clearly holds so close to her heart..
"I don't mean to take up your time, Elizabeth. I'm not smart at all."
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Date: 2017-03-29 02:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-03-29 03:20 pm (UTC)He doesn't even know what to do with that. He knows he's feeble-minded - why would his mother have told him so every other day, if it weren't true? - but it's not as if he can convince her. Eventually she'll just...see it.
"If you're sure. I'd...I'd like to read with you."